HIS DEATH WISH.
I am starting without any topic in my mind. All I know is I feel like piecing something together that will be read by all and they will see my current dilemma. I was a critic of twitch (the man who shot himself in the head) when I heard he killed himself but these few days have shown me that it is easy to want to leave my world forgetting my role in it and other people’s life. Everything starts with a thought and it is out of the thought that many decisions are made. It can be a permanent decision that will affect the world around you and the whole world in general or it can be a decision that can ultimately end your life. I have never wished for an accident in life before but today all I wanted was an accident to happen to me so my mind could move away from the emotional pain I have caused myself. All that my mind could rally around was the thought of physical pain instead of emotional pain. I am a strong person but I feel my strength is leaving me and pains fill all those parts...